My first time was not my only time...
The first time I used an Ouija board was not my only time. I learned that one doesn't need to purchase the Ouija board from Parker Brothers in the games isle of the local store. The results with a hand made improvised Ouija worked with startling results. How the situation came about was that the topic came up one day with another friend who I had barely known, and curiosity over came me and I just had to see for myself.
The results were immediate. There were only two of us using the Ouija and I know myself it was physically impossible to hold onto the communication device it was moving around the table that fast. It wasn't heading off in directions in lightening speed, but it was fast enough to tire our arms and when we both let go of the device, it had generated so much heat that it broke. ( I will not tell of what we used, or how we devised our own board.) What happened was unnatural and unexplainable.
My friend revealed to me that this was something they used quite often and never had they experienced what we had before. They had never had a communication device generate heat that was hot to the touch, and never did the communication device wander around in such a way as it did with us. I am thankful that we decided to just clean up after that and not revisit the game again. If I went into that situation looking for answers, I found them, that the spiritual attacks that were happening almost nightly were because of using the Ouija. The initial attack was the only time of near possession and or death. But that's not to say that every other encounter I had with the spirit world during the night was considered 'mild'- FAR FROM IT. I can tell you that evil tried to claim my body unto death more times than I can count.
I was just waking up as the morning sun was shining in the window, and I stretched my body and opened my eyes to have something shocking and surprising in front of me. I saw half my face and I quickly closed my eyes and opened them again, thinking I was hallucinating. I thought maybe I woke up with my eyes crossed and that opening and closing my eyes rapidly would take care of the problem. I opened my eyes again to see my sleeping eye in front of me. I closed my eyes and realized that I was not totally inside my body. I was having an out of body experience and I knew why. I began to panic and I turned to fear and I began to beg God to help. The tingling feeling gripped my body tight so that I couldn't move and I began to feel so sleepy. It was hard for me to focus on God's help, and I opened my eyes again and I saw the room just as it should be, but I saw my arm, my unseen arm rise out of my stoic body. I immediately knew who was responsible and I began to plead with the spirit to leave me alone. Nothing worked. I couldn't 'feel' my spiritual body leave my body, but I knew if I allowed this that I may not return. I knew that each time my body was subjected to an out of body experience, it meant death.
I called upon the only name that helped me through the nightly ordeals; ' JESUS! HELP ME!' and then the feeling was gone.
I have not had full out of body experiences, but I've had enough partial ones to know that although this phenomenon is common, it isn't natural. I didn't have any of these things happen to me before I used an Ouija board, it couldn't be a coincidence could it? No. Science likes to take authority on such matters and while there are logical explanation, you know something spiritual is going on when you use the name of Jesus to help you. Some people will say that they've used the name of Jesus and it didn't work. I've used the name of Jesus and just speaking His name does not get results, there has to be a belief inside one's heart in order to call upon His name effectively. A lot of times, fear would rule my heart and I'd give into panic before I'd turn to Jesus and lean into my faith and it showed. ( But more on this later.)
The spiritual realm is something that we take for granted. We assume that because we cannot see it, that it must not truly exist. We also assume that because we experience the spiritual realm in a certain way that nothing else is possible. I had growing experiences of what science calls sleep paralysis and partial out of body experiences, but nothing could prepare me for what I never thought the spiritual realm could do.
The ongoing spiritual attacks that would leave me to panic were terrifying each and every time they occurred, but what was also terrifying was that the spiritual realm used my body for their own purposes in a way that would bring me pleasure. I'd be sleeping and be wakened to full body paralysis, and I'd go into panic mode and all of a sudden I'd have tantalizing erotic thoughts that would make me forget what was happening to me, and I would say to myself ' this isn't right, this is wrong' but my body would be enduring what my thoughts were revealing. I couldn't see anything happening, but I could feel it. In case you do not understand what I am delicately trying to say; evil would have sex with me in a way that I could not protest and if I did, thoughts were put into my mind to stop me from protesting and bring me to heights of mind altering pleasure that my body would literally feel. Again... this is delicate topic but I would be brought to orgasm.
I had always been embarrassed talking openly about this personal issue, but it does happen and I received confirmation that this wasn't all in my mind when my father in law revealed to me that a beautiful woman in spirit form approached him sexually at night as he lay in his bed. He was tormented by evil in much of the same ways as I when he was younger and living in Singapore. His trouble started when he began dating a young woman who was heavily involved in voodoo practice and worship. I don't know if he was every sexually assaulted, but it is something that most of us who have had the experience to know what that is, do not share all the detail as somethings are best left unsaid and held onto privately. I cannot begin to describe the spiritual, emotional and physical invasion and intrusion on my person through all of this. The hell I experienced to get me to where I am today; is only a hell worth living if it causes you to NEVER pick up the Ouija board ever, or ever again in your life.
The results were immediate. There were only two of us using the Ouija and I know myself it was physically impossible to hold onto the communication device it was moving around the table that fast. It wasn't heading off in directions in lightening speed, but it was fast enough to tire our arms and when we both let go of the device, it had generated so much heat that it broke. ( I will not tell of what we used, or how we devised our own board.) What happened was unnatural and unexplainable.
My friend revealed to me that this was something they used quite often and never had they experienced what we had before. They had never had a communication device generate heat that was hot to the touch, and never did the communication device wander around in such a way as it did with us. I am thankful that we decided to just clean up after that and not revisit the game again. If I went into that situation looking for answers, I found them, that the spiritual attacks that were happening almost nightly were because of using the Ouija. The initial attack was the only time of near possession and or death. But that's not to say that every other encounter I had with the spirit world during the night was considered 'mild'- FAR FROM IT. I can tell you that evil tried to claim my body unto death more times than I can count.
I was just waking up as the morning sun was shining in the window, and I stretched my body and opened my eyes to have something shocking and surprising in front of me. I saw half my face and I quickly closed my eyes and opened them again, thinking I was hallucinating. I thought maybe I woke up with my eyes crossed and that opening and closing my eyes rapidly would take care of the problem. I opened my eyes again to see my sleeping eye in front of me. I closed my eyes and realized that I was not totally inside my body. I was having an out of body experience and I knew why. I began to panic and I turned to fear and I began to beg God to help. The tingling feeling gripped my body tight so that I couldn't move and I began to feel so sleepy. It was hard for me to focus on God's help, and I opened my eyes again and I saw the room just as it should be, but I saw my arm, my unseen arm rise out of my stoic body. I immediately knew who was responsible and I began to plead with the spirit to leave me alone. Nothing worked. I couldn't 'feel' my spiritual body leave my body, but I knew if I allowed this that I may not return. I knew that each time my body was subjected to an out of body experience, it meant death.
I called upon the only name that helped me through the nightly ordeals; ' JESUS! HELP ME!' and then the feeling was gone.
I have not had full out of body experiences, but I've had enough partial ones to know that although this phenomenon is common, it isn't natural. I didn't have any of these things happen to me before I used an Ouija board, it couldn't be a coincidence could it? No. Science likes to take authority on such matters and while there are logical explanation, you know something spiritual is going on when you use the name of Jesus to help you. Some people will say that they've used the name of Jesus and it didn't work. I've used the name of Jesus and just speaking His name does not get results, there has to be a belief inside one's heart in order to call upon His name effectively. A lot of times, fear would rule my heart and I'd give into panic before I'd turn to Jesus and lean into my faith and it showed. ( But more on this later.)
The spiritual realm is something that we take for granted. We assume that because we cannot see it, that it must not truly exist. We also assume that because we experience the spiritual realm in a certain way that nothing else is possible. I had growing experiences of what science calls sleep paralysis and partial out of body experiences, but nothing could prepare me for what I never thought the spiritual realm could do.
The ongoing spiritual attacks that would leave me to panic were terrifying each and every time they occurred, but what was also terrifying was that the spiritual realm used my body for their own purposes in a way that would bring me pleasure. I'd be sleeping and be wakened to full body paralysis, and I'd go into panic mode and all of a sudden I'd have tantalizing erotic thoughts that would make me forget what was happening to me, and I would say to myself ' this isn't right, this is wrong' but my body would be enduring what my thoughts were revealing. I couldn't see anything happening, but I could feel it. In case you do not understand what I am delicately trying to say; evil would have sex with me in a way that I could not protest and if I did, thoughts were put into my mind to stop me from protesting and bring me to heights of mind altering pleasure that my body would literally feel. Again... this is delicate topic but I would be brought to orgasm.
I had always been embarrassed talking openly about this personal issue, but it does happen and I received confirmation that this wasn't all in my mind when my father in law revealed to me that a beautiful woman in spirit form approached him sexually at night as he lay in his bed. He was tormented by evil in much of the same ways as I when he was younger and living in Singapore. His trouble started when he began dating a young woman who was heavily involved in voodoo practice and worship. I don't know if he was every sexually assaulted, but it is something that most of us who have had the experience to know what that is, do not share all the detail as somethings are best left unsaid and held onto privately. I cannot begin to describe the spiritual, emotional and physical invasion and intrusion on my person through all of this. The hell I experienced to get me to where I am today; is only a hell worth living if it causes you to NEVER pick up the Ouija board ever, or ever again in your life.